Was it something i said?

Sometimes i really should learn to keep my mouth shut, but certain people know that when i become passionate about something then i have to say my peace.

And certain people know that i only do it because i care and thats a big fault of mine i care too much, maybe i should stop caring and just sit back and let them get on with things but that isnt my nature when i see people i care for blaming themselves for something that actually isnt their fault.

I back off and get told that i’m ignoring peple when i’m not i’m giving them space so how do i win a situation like this? I have no idea.

I don’t know what the internet is doing to me i found myself having a rant at someone i love very much over something trivial and that is so not like me, it wasnt his fault he had to go but i just got so pissed off with the fact we couldnt talk and wasnt actually thinking about him and the problems he has, which also isnt like me.

Have contemplated about leaving the internet all together and just staying in my own safe world where i dont come across people to care about, but is that what i want cos i know i will miss a hell of alot of good friends i have made over the last year or so.

And therein lies the question, should i stay or should i go?

3 Comments

  1. Comment by Maxxy on January 14, 2008 4:07 pm

    STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY STAY

    Is that clear enough ??? LMAO

  2. Comment by Maxxy on January 14, 2008 4:15 pm

    ….and I told ya - don’t beat yourself up about having a go. But if ya really wanna have a pop, come do it to my face, so that I can smile, tell you you’re so sexy when you’re angry, then snog your face off. hehehehe

    and remember……..I LOVE YOU !!!!!

  3. Comment by Maxxy on January 23, 2008 11:12 am

    You really should update more you know………and fill in your about page. And add a couple more pages of I don’t know what LOL…

    …..and you never did finish your story…..you’re a worse procrastinator than I am !!!! LOL….But I love you babe, and I know I’ve said it before, but I love you more than you’ll ever realise…

    xxx

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